You should be consistently and unconditionally feeding your souls with His Remembrance., the key to your salvation. Are you, in your deepest chambers of your heart, an obedient slave to your Lord? Or who else is it that you can find there? What is it that behold a greater place in your heart than your Lord? Look into yourselves. Realise that your Qalb needs worship. There is no turning back from Allah. At times when your rebellious nafs decides to delude you in the form of illness, tiredness or laziness, it should be your subconscious soul who should step in and recognise your stubbornness to stay idle, reading between the lines of unending excuses and reasons it weaves out in order to keep you farther from your Dheen. The cues, the triggers; all are your unique signs and signals, that is inherently telling you that you are deviating from your main focus of Life, your Ibadah, your connection with your Lord. When you realise that your Eeman is dropping, that instant you wake up. You wake up from your slumber. You take that first step of Isthigfar. Isthigfar. Isthigfar. Isthigfar. Engrave this inside you, only by the remembrance of Allah do hearts find peace. And in between those desperate pleas for His Forgiveness, you will find your peace. You will feel your heart being cleansed, your soul refreshed and you are one step ahead to self purification. Renew, re-adjust, refocus, restart and return to the path of Allah always; the key to your salvation, in this world and the next. -Hiraeth